What Does A Lifetime Mean

I live in an average house. Its pretty lonely here. I just don't get it, why are there people live free but in a bad way? I guess after plenty of week I didn't left out, I don't even remember my own places. I feel like I'm lock in this house. I wish I could go to school with my bike. Only this school here are pretty weird. Why is student vehicles is illegal around school? I working to be brave and patience in this weird city that I'm living now. My life here is sucks. Will I gonna get a better life on my future. I am desperately hoping that everyday I could enjoy the nature of the environment. A rule at my house is never outside if got nothing to do. I can only go out if there is a friend or maybe someone else. Now all I can hear is my fan engine working out, my cat making noise and also the sound of my finger typing this. No one got a perfect life.

'A bullet is release from the head of the aim,
A noise of bang get into my eardrum,
The vibration of spark I feel when holding it,
However,
What am I shooting for?

A nature sight,
The sun and cloud,
The star and moon,
It is dark at night,
Why Morning aren't dark?

I flip a coin,
Pick head or tail,
When I pick the wrong one,
Will I rapidly pick the wrong one?

Story to be legend,
I am a generation of legend,
A story of mystery,
I can never find out.'