Family's Support

I been dreaming to have a great uncle or aunt,
I wish to have a family that I never have,
I wanna know the love of cousin or something,
All I have is the love around me,
Not come from them...

My life is totally silent like the wind,
The hit is heard but totally shut,
I can only hope for the one I have,
And do it my own way.

On the future I'll be seeing,
I wanna give all the love I can,
Having a great wife,
And beautiful child.

When I look at some of them,
Apart of the family,
I stay silent look on the ground,
Looking at the difference with other family,
Its clear.

What is it feels like to have someone,
You respect and you can even idolize,
Deeply inside to have their words inside,
Me...
I can only have the wind, noise and light around the nature,
They speak to me.

I wonder what I'll be without the voices?
The lens can even speaks to me,
It gives me a strength of patient,
I wonder do I actually have family's support.
All I got is mum, dad and my dad's side family,
Too bad dad's family is living far away from us,
So I can have the words of mum and dad.

When I look at people outside,
Something I cry by my own,
Feeling the happiness that they got,
In the dictionary of my life,
I can't actually find the meaning of happiness.

I share my love feelings with the wind,
It'll carry them to the one who need,
I share my story with the light,
It'll help me with a sign,
I share my story on the blog,
It'll give someone that is luckier than me,
To appreciate something,
That I don't actually have.

When I capture picture,
I do realize why photograph is important,
My love might be mute by the thunder,
But on the picture really tells a story.