Weakness In Me

What for I have everything,
If I can't have you?
You are priceless compare to everything,
The only thing I haven't have yet.
I wish to hold you by the second,
I won't let go of you by the life.

Do I get the chance?
To be loved by you,
And to lay my love on you?

Can we go on a date?

Everything play on my mind,
I wish could get up and get prepare for Monday,
What a desperate I've been,
God don't even listen to my prayer anymore,
God,
I know you aren't deaf enough or stupid to understand,
You have everything that I don't have,
Now my this last wish you can't make it true,
What for you make me live on this empty earth?

You created me this way,
I would say handicapped way,
But that's your want and how can I fix that,
You left me here in a purpose,
And let me down in the second,
Why can't you help me on love,
In fact that I've help myself,
Ain't that pathetic?

I can count how many of them,
None of them you gimme a hand,
When it comes to love I felt like a moron,
Being watch by my own God,
Who made my down again and again,
Bless me with love God,
You got me down on both of my knee,
I'm telling you how weak I am now,
For this idiot Saturday to go on,
Stop telling me how deaf you are,
You can end my life when I'm done with this,
Heaven or hell I'll accept,
With no regret.

I don't wanna be like before,
I'm against you God,
You do know that didn't you,
Right now I don't wanna be that way,
You have my word and I wanna have yours,
Could you,
Gimme a miracle that lay on me,
Stand for me,
And make me smile.

I can't place how much I hate the situation you gave,
I know you'll change them and let me down,
Again and again but I still stand till now,
Right tomorrow or another day,
I can't stand so long like before,
What before won't last too long because,
I'm weak enough for bagging you,
I hope you'll change that by today,
Tomorrow or another day,
I won't see another day again,
I can place my bet,
I'll be like before.

That back symbol seems arriving again,
Here to giving me that empty soul,
Can take me away to the red eyes guy,
Please stop everything and don't let me down again,
For the name of God I'm bagging you,
I'll take the responsibility and never destroy this girl's heart,
Because I can't destroy them God,
Its the weakness in me you know that either,
I just wanna protect that one heart and treasure the most,
You have my word on this,
Because my love to her is not like always,
Only a fake old sweet word,
But right now you can place a trust,
I bleed under this romance for love,
Hear the melody and you'll understand,
The blood lay on the violin,
Note written with my blood.