Will I See You Again?

I was laying my head on my study desk......

I could hear the sound of clock,
The time is running clockwise,
I was look at the calendar and I'm listening,
While I was watching each seconds gone,
I was crying sadly after it dried.

It seems to be a disappearance,
It was gone by sight in the seconds,
And I finally lose and fall on my knee,
I was to weak to hold on this shit.
I don't get to see what's real,
Or what's obviously sounds.

I'm not a total brave person,
I was a pretender,
Pretending build me a strong hold,
But sort in a sudden,
It was break down,
Unpredictably.

I was asking where is she...

The field are totally green,
It reflected my eyes to see them,
To be more yellowish,
The sun sets suppose to be orange,
My eyes is watching a red sun.

Sinking low.

My life isn't in focus,
In a sudden I was lost,
Its been couple of years,
I was the same old boy....
Who is wondering...

Where she's gone?

I can't breathe the perfect air,
I can't see the perfect scene,
I can't smile the perfect smile,
And I can't find a perfect one,
Other than you.

Start counting seconds,
My heart beat to fast,
Fast that I lose my patient,
And smash the clock hard on the ground.
But the time never stop running.
I felt pain dear,
And I was weak right now,
To accept the fact,
I'm not forcing.

It just I'm being selfish.

I'm I could get up from this sleep,
I'll see you another way,
And I'll stick back those torn photograph,
I'll walk backward time but I'll think forward,
Only if I could see the line,
Or track that I was listed on.

But damn,
I was lost in my own blood...