Start up to strum my silent guitar,
Without lyrics it touches my soul,
From the note of F goes C,
Continue to sketch out a beautiful sound,
But have you ever wonder,
How melody leaves a message?
I might be less experience in love but I start up real amazing without even learning or taking tips. I just followed my heart and instict. I believe my heart guides me to a beautiful place where I couldnt count the wall of it ends. I wonder how long my relationship could last but as long as love will always be there heart to heart between one another. I believe we belong to one another to the word of death. I just want her alone and yeah I already have her. But still... I want her in my entire life. Doesn't matter what I'll be facing or taking. I'll make sure my first love will be my last one. And my heart could just fit another heart. No others could replace it. beauty or seduction will never stands for it. Because only she could explain why. Her heart is not just a beauty. Its permanently the glue of my heart remains there. Doesn't matter its a 'teen's high school relationship' but I can tell you. We didn't start of easily. It takes me more than my heart, my pain or gold to win her. Finally with a lots of patient I could be hers. And I won't even let her go far from my heart. If she needs a place, I'll be it. Believe me dear.
I just listened to teachers stories about high school relationship. They all told me that it couldn't last so far. So I start wondering. Will my faith dives to the same place? Or is it gonna be the same for me? I couldn't even have a single feeling to others. Because even a pretty girl couldn't impress my heart. My heart is about romance and loyalty. As a person, as a guy. I won't even left something I already had. When its mine. It takes me death to let it go. I might sound confidant but that's me. Loyalty. I'm weak at hurting her. Every time seeing her smile. Without even she speaks a word. It worth to watch over the night. I'm different and couldn't be compared. Believe me!
Sometime I cried. Those eliminated smile makes tears run down my face. I'm willing to show the world if that could makes her smile. Romance? That's me. Everything is romance. Not just an acting romance to win her heart. Romance remains in my blood. Travels over the vein in my body. She'll be my oxygen that I exhaled and inhaled all the time. She makes me breathe slower and faster.
I couldn't imagine about what I heard from teacher. I don't wanna admit it was true. Let myself believe in my fantasy. That my first love is my last love. She'll be the only one in my heart. She'll be the butterfly. And she'll be my guardian angel. Cured me away from the pain.
If I could back hug her by now. I won't even wanna let her go. Can I just hold her forever? I smelled her hair. Its the smell of love. You couldn't picture how does it tastes like. Just smile your love's one hair and you'll figure out the answer.
My love? Is not a game of relationship. Not to be cool or competitive with the others. Not to have the hottest girl stands by my side to achieve popularity. My love is just about us. Nothing involves than a piece of paper note called 'romance'. I never wanna be in relationship before but finally I change my mind because I want her. She's just as silent as shadow. But I live in those shadow and I've seen those light. You couldn't imagine how special she is. Right deep in her heart. There are scars that I fixed. I gave her hope to sketch her smile. Her smile? You might never seen in before. Unless you could ever touch her heart and listen to the beat. It kept changing when I kept my distance close to her. My fingers are locked over hers. My arms over her neck. Her beautiful hair like wind I blow her a kiss. With a lips like a pink rose I could see. How loving person she is. Once you see her.
Her eyes is adorable and with a very sharp view. Its shinning like the morning flare of reflection on my glass window. Her voice is unique. It just one and only. Every time I hear that voice I know its her. She's a great receiver of my love whisper from my heart through my lips. On the touch to her cheek. She blushed over with a positive reaction. Seasons keep changing time by time but the feelings of my heart couldn't even change. It stayed dead to her heart. Leaned by love.
I watch her every time I could. My heart felt fine each time I get to see her. I start miss her the second I didn't see her. Seconds are like minutes. Minutes are like hours. Hours are like years. Maybe not everyone know about this relationship. Let it remains a mystery and known somewhere nearby my side. It doesn't matter if they know. What matter is this relationship is our treasure.
Her sense of touch speaks every words she didn't speak. My touch means a lot more than just a touch. I felt alive to hold her and I felt happy. Every time it gets to lock in her heart I wish time could slower a little bit more. Let me precious everything but I'll be patient. I never gonna be in a rush. What to worry about? She's there for me. Silently unheard like I do. As long as she loves me.
'A relationship starts up with a great way. With a thousands of hard work. It'll be a true love. Believe me~'
Love & heart,
Liz : Here a piece of photograph of love. It couldn't be picture or framed by the view. Its framed by love of two lover.