23Rd March My First Love, First Kiss

Have you ever seen a girl looks simply different from the others? Have you ever know there is this friends of you who always there protects your heart? Or have you ever seen this girl. Who is a very charming princess of my heart.

On my 16Th birthday it was 5 days away before Valentine. My wish was to have a love within Valentine. That day it was 9Th February and I received a nice pair of lover's key chain from Adilla Fatriyah. She told me to give another to someone you love and I ask a friend of mine to go on a date. She's totally cute and acting real positive when I asked her out so she said yes.

On valentine morning we had a great text together and it was Chinese New Year too. So here is some memories I remember. I felt loved since that day. I never had a girl drops her food for thinking of me. Its totally cute and I was shocked to see the calendar stated there it was Valentine. and I just flashing back my birthday's wish. So I was like, God is listening. Its a sign she's the one.

The next day after Valentine we had a date on the afternoon. Well I was a bit late and she waited almost an hour. Before the date we planned about something to wear. So I start up with my formal wear which I used to wear them everyday and she planned about matching and didn't knew she wouldn't look so amazing in her dress. And guess what. I never seen her wearing dress before like this. So I precious that moment and that look. It'll always play like a film in my mind. Always her smiling that beautiful and amazing.

So we watched movie together, it was Percy Jackson The Lightning Thief. All on me. So to be the guy I paid the ticket because all those money doesn't seems so important to me. I love to spend them for the others especially for a birthday's gift.  In the cinema so sudden a lot of thing happen. That was the time I fight for myself to start my move. I never even touch a girl yet and that time it was totally amazing. It took me almost half an hour to try to hold her hand. From finger slowly I touch one by one. I did this so I could understand whether she'll let me hold or not. Because I was afraid of her pulling her hand away. That moment till I cover over her fingers. I start holding her hand and suddenly she pulls my arm and hug them over her arms. That moment she lean on my shoulder and I could just stayed shut with my heart beating on fire.

Since that day I started to belive she loves me in reply of my heart to her. So I kept out distance close and she gets more comfortable to be in my hold day by days. We even went out for photo shooting together and took our photograph together. Till last Monday it was 23Rd March I started to think about out relationship. So I proposed her. I asked her about making our relationship position and took half an hour for her to gimme an answer. Well then she asked me to repeat the question more specific and direct. So I proposed her and one second really took my breathe away. It was a yes. With my weird expression like I was trying to realize if I was dreaming but as the matter of fact no. Its real. totally. So I made her answered me a second time and a sudden hug and she was my first love. I whispered directed to her ear I love her. By then again, I gave her a backhug and a kiss on her cheek. I never kiss. It felt so....... Special?hard to find the right word. Simply amazing.

I grow up at this school and I know her sincer I was a 5Th grader. I didn't realize she's a butterfly of my heart. I been through a lot of love's shadow. Just hard for me to love another girl and believe I was loved by another. Till Valentine she changed my mind.

And here I stated my first love....

On the month of March,

Monday 23rd.

My love's story?

Isn't like a top class story. Like dating the hottest girl or whatever. This is about how this girl and I felt the same way and have so many things in common. I restored her faith in love by my love. I promise I will always do. Because I heart her dearly. I don't have to be a very hot guy or something that could gets the girls close to me. I just have to be Liz. Liz is not a random guy you will know. I'm way so much different. unique? Weird? Doesn't matter. Romance is my blood. It doesn't matter what they will describe about me but what's more important that letting her felt loved and special? I just want her to feel like living in our own fantasy and it doesn't matter how sweet. I'll make sure it'll always be remember. 

'Everything?

Anything?
What thing?

A lot of things.

Changed.

My first love,

My first kiss,

By my very first date,

It was my very first memory'

Your Love,

Liz~