It All Happened To Be The First Thing In My Life

She tied my tie and I close my eyes. I felt her arms all over my neck with care of love. I heart this amazing girl deep in my heart. Last Monday on 1st of March I had a good time with her alone at school. I have her on my hand and I'm not feeling about letting it go. Three single words I told her I love her just made her speechless.  I didn't ask her to be my girlfriend but I want this to be special. Let us naturally be more than that without anyone knowing what's coming by or what's on time. I have her in my arms sitting so close to her. Just next to her. She's not getting away or ignoring but she seems glad and open to be hold in my touch. That's the first time I told a girl my feelings face to face and the first girl to hold my hand. Will this gonna be my first relationship? A first love? Well, let the future decides the answer.

I never had the braveness to touch a girl because I have a very sensitive feeling from the sense of touch. I might turn into somebody else but this girl. Just felt special. Every time I hold her, I don't feel those sensitivity or whatever. But I just could feel... Love~

Looking in her eyes. I see those beautiful words that's telling me what come through her heart and I know I could believe love just way better if it comes from a great friendship. From a text I told her that I love her. And she told me she hearts me just the way I do too. I guess maybe God is listening. Am I going to fail in this relationship coming? or maybe its another success for me to understand how to start a love relationship.

As the matter of fact I'm still single and any time by now I no longer one or maybe.. Within the upcoming time. I'll found that she's my first girlfriend.

Yesterday was a great time. Me and her all alone like we are no longer friend. The touch of her hands... Sometime it speaks to me. She didn't care about it. And that's perfect. And I guess she probably knew it earlier I'll going on my move. Staring at her close... I try to kiss her but I guess it wasn't the right time. Maybe someday I'll try for it. Then that'll be my first kiss for my very first love. Ain't that special? It all happen to be the first.

I miss her for this two weeks. Exam is going and she's busy in studying. Well its school. Love might stands second here but I believe I'll found something in me. This light... Like the unknown source of light I found a couple of years ago. And probably I collected some part of them. Its what I called... Goal? Or... Dream?

Previously Photo Of The Day is,

A Night Of Full Moon

 

P.S. Heart, Liz...