Something Is Killing Me

Tomorrow (do I have to highlight this word?) I'll be sitting for a test. And one most incredible things happen is I have no worry yesterday but not for today. Well, nothing incredible actually. Just some piece of shit I made up from my 5 seconds mind. So here's the briefing... Reading books. The main thing I hate the most is subjects' book. Like 'God! Can't you eliminate them?'... No kidding. I never wanna touch them but like every teachers said... Gotta read it. Hate it or like it? Face it! =.= Totally shits right? Now here's the thing. Do I have to read all these? If Mr Julian was asked by this question he probably said whatever. Not he's sitting for test but us. Read it or not. being smart or idiot. It doesn't matter to him. Its matter to us. Only If I could be brave in study. With more patient I probably will be a great student. But seems like I was the paper travelled by the wind to a bad side. Damn that's suppose to happen? Yeah, every time when I start... Having something fun and new, with friends, seeing girls or anything. Its so distractive like... 'Wow... Hm what?!' (acting... Trying to act as well as a famous actor) 

Right back then tomorrow I'll be sitting for a test. First test as a 10Th grade students and I'm so worry because I'm still dreaming in silly dream as there is no test. Sadly, I didn't hand in all my homework. Previous on and latest one. Sure teachers might find out real soon and I'm very sorry for it. I'm not lazy but I was totally having a bad day. Sick and injured. Didn't get those damage from fight or something. Disease? Kinda. Well... No excuse. I have to complete it to but not willing to do like tomorrow I'll be not going to get caught. Totally 16....

"Thy should never give up when he almost reached something"

I wrote that on my heart. Arranged orderly with every single beautiful notes. In those sentences I mean what I've said. Truth stands on the tip of my tounge.

Can anybody give me the answer for test on the upcoming days? That'll be cheating but I'm so gonna dead for Biology, Chemistry, Add Math, History, Physic owh wait! Owh damn.. almost all better not list it here. Because I probably know Miss Yiak is sharpening her sword right now to be ready for punisment. Gonna have to pay the price. I'm won't gonna see my head anymore.

Should I be studying? owh please don't answer this. I know what's the answer. I'll try to open the book's cover and pages too. Too heavy to open.... Or whatever.

Milya read my post already. She seems guilty about it and kinda lose or confuse about me. I guess she seems to not know me anymore. But I probably think she probably would. Maybe not physically but from emotion? Heart to heart?

This couple of weeks won't be seeing her, Clarion(I made that name up...) She's working very hard on her papers now. Hope she'll achieve a real good grades after all the hard work she has done... Sleeping late, reading while text me and also... Em. Good luck for her! ^^ All the best. I guess I should took her as an example. If she's reading this probably will ask me to read. And I probably should. No doubt about that! I'll read real soon any minute or hour by now.

P.S. Can't wait for March's break. Sure taking lots of patient to wait. Miss her.

an upside down peach is-

Heart, Liz.